To those who believed in me

Thank you for trusting your faith with me. I don’t know how I can ever repay those who stood by my side. My friends, family and loved ones are my lifeline. Without them I can I’d probably be dead by now. I would not be the person I am today without their love and support. High school was hell for me and I am still getting over those wounds. These deep flesh cutting wounds. I can honestly say I would be not here if not for them. To be honest I am grateful and blessed for these special individuals in my life. I love each one of you with heartfelt graciousness. To my mother thank you for raising me for so long, you deserve all the riches and love and support in this world. My father thank you for being my everlasting protector. I have to much to learn in this world. If I didn’t have parents like the two of you I would never been this strong-willed. I’m still working of getting a tough outer skin. The real world isn’t as easy as I thought it could be but that has never stop me from doing what I need to do in life.

SHP-PEP 06 class where you at?

“We do what we have to do in order to do what we want to do.”

 

I’ve always wanted to be the strong one but sometimes I feel like crying like a angel that had wings torn off. But I done crying, it’s too much to feel all this suffering. My coping mechanisms are not working as best as I wish they would. But I feel the support of my friends, loved ones and family. I’m so grateful to be this blessed in this life even though I made so many mistakes in life and sinned. I feel as though I did my best and I realize it made have not been enough. However I feel though I should move on and realize life is too short to feel bad about yourself. I think that positive spirit of mine is what is what kept me going in life. I so sick of suffering for the sake of suffering. I rather stick close to those who do love me and never take from granted ever again. I’m back and hindsight is really a BEACH. SooothingSista shout out to you. Congrats on engagement! Anways,I’m expressing myself through my writing!

See ya later, space cowboy!

Also. J.Fla keep up all the great work you’ve done!

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